It's too early...

Last night I did something I never thought I would be able to do. I googled my ex. I google people all the time to see what they are up to, but I could never bring my self to put in the name of my ex-boyfriend and see what he is doing these days. The reasons are not very complex, I didn't want him to be doing better than me, I was not sure if I really wanted to know, and if I looked what was that saying about me.

But with a friend by my side, and on a whim, I did it. The funny thing is he wasn't where he was suppose to be. In fact, just like me, when I found him it appeared that much had changed in his life as well. He had grown up. I always knew that he was on this path, but when I actually found him to be an assitant principal of a school, it made me smile. When I saw his picture, as much as I wanted to him to be extremely fat and bald, he looked the same.

Afterwards, I felt good. Not sad at all. I guess my life right now is in a place where I can take googling old boyfriends. I am in a great job, where I know I am well-liked, I have great friends (even though some are out of town and I miss them a lot), a great family, I am going to grad school in the summer (in London and Dublin), and I am even having some success in the dating venue (although it is way to early to tell what kind of success).

So to "the jerk" -- I am happy for you.

Now if could olnly figure out how to sleep past 7:30am.