Worst Fear realized

Imagine the scariest secret that you have. Imagine the scariest secret you have and telling someone that secret and then imagine their reaction. Now imagine the scariest secret you have and imagine the worst reation that you can get from that person. Pretty horrible right?

That happened to me last night. I told someone a secret about myself, one that i am very uncomfortable with sharing and don't like to share with many people. I share it only for need and with the people I closet to, only with ones I trust. I have shared it with my therapist, and once shared we have not revisted the topic since. Once shared with this person, the reaction could not have been worse. In fact, it was almost worst then I imagined. He made me feel about the size of a pea and then was out of the door before he could say "friends".

I have no idea how to finish this post, other than to say that I hate this.